Beichte von blood_rose

I feel like I am into more freaky shit than you would expect looking at me

if the heart wants what it wants... my body will want what it wants too

I admit, that i kinda like worn clothes(from other people).

I once had to go pee in the middle of the shopping mall and i went in women bahtroom and i didnt know unitl i came out the bathroom stall when one of the girls was washing her hands... i was so emberessed but nothing heppend after

My name is Walter Hartwell White. I live at 308 Negra Arroyo Lane, Albuquerque, New Mexico, 87104. This is my confession. If you're watching this tape, I'm probably dead– murdered by my brother-in-law, Hank Schrader. Hank has been building a meth empire for over a year now, and using me as his chemist. Shortly after my 50th birthday, he asked that I use my chemistry knowledge to cook methamphetamine, which he would then sell using connections that he made through his career with the DEA. I was... astounded. I... I always thought Hank was a very moral man, and I was particularly vulnerable at the time – something he knew and took advantage of. I was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. Hank took me in on a ride-along and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. And I was weak. I didn't want my family to go into financial ruin, so I agreed. Hank had a partner, a businessman named Gustavo Fring. Hank sold me into servitude to this man. And when I tried to quit, Fring threatened my family. I didn't know where to turn. Eventually, Hank and Fring had a falling-out. Things escalated. Fring was able to arrange – uh, I guess... I guess you call it a "hit" – on Hank, and failed, but Hank was seriously injured. And I wound up paying his medical bills, which amounted to a little over $177,000. Upon recovery, Hank was bent on revenge. Working with a man named Hector Salamanca, he plotted to kill Fring. The bomb that he used was built by me, and he gave me no option in it. I have often contemplated suicide, but I'm a coward. I wanted to go to the police, but I was frightened. Hank had risen to become the head of the Albuquerque DEA. To keep me in line, he took my children. For three months, he kept them. My wife had no idea of my criminal activities, and was horrified to learn what I had done. I was in hell. I hated myself for what I had brought upon my family. Recently, I tried once again to quit, and in response, he gave me this. [Walt points to the bruise on his face left by Hank in "Blood Money."] I can't take this anymore. I live in fear every day that Hank will kill me, or worse, hurt my family. All I could think to do was to make this video and hope that the world will finally see this man for what he really is.

I intentionally don't flush public toilets to leave my mark

Anyone fancy a nice summer vacation? I really want to go to the sea somewhere, but my best friend can't come with me because her husband doesn't want to be alone with the children. And going on vacation alone is not my thing, I like to be in company. I thought July or August would be a good time. Anyone want to go? I'm 21 years old, athletic with a lot of energy. I love water sports or just lazing on the beach. Do you think we could have a nice time?

I admit to being in Love with my aunt, but i can do nothing about it

I admit that I'm always scared in the dark

So I don't think this site is legit but anyway might as well use this as a dumpster for my thoughts so I can read up on them again. Not much has changed since my last entry, met someone new and I really wanted it to work out, didn't make the same mistakes again but in the end it turned out with me dumped again, I'm heading for a depression again but since I've come out of it before I'll be somewhat okay, I'm getting tired of my life repeating like a record that's stuck

Are my thighs thick enough for you?

Instead of a photo of my girlfriend, I have a photo of my BMW in my wallet.

I'm so stingy, I steal clothes from old clothes containers

I intentionally oversleep on Monday because I don't feel like doing early shifts

I guess i would prefer a person who is subtle, for others but kinda messy with me...

I female 18, have to fess up about my gambling/alcohol addiction but whom to tell?

My boyfriend is my piggy and therefore he gets his meals served in a trough. I like it when his curly tail wiggles