I had been with 4 men at a time

When I first lost my virginity I had no idea on what I was doing so I asked in embarrassment if she could go on top of me and she do all the work. She said ok then I put the condom on and she started to go at me at first it felt really weird and I didn't know if it was supposed to feel like this then all of a sudden she starts moaning I asked her how much she was enjoying it then she just stopped and said I ruined the moment me feeling bad said I would f!Inger her she said OK then she started to moan when she had enough she took my condom off and started sucking and honestly her doing that felt way better that me being inside of her