I am a 43yrs old female, and i admit to needing sex with men of all ages parallely

My big secret is that when I was still a little girl, during the holidays, my cousin always came to our house and when everyone was sleeping, he comes to my bed and puts his cock in my mouth

I’ve been dating this guy for 12 months and he haven’t made me cum not once, I have to use my rose just to get satisfied and I’m getting real tired of it. He’s the only person I had sex with, is this what sex supposed to be like ?

Trabajé en un burdel por un tiempo porque tenía curiosidad de cómo era.