this girl I have been getting with has started to show an interest in dead people/ medical examiner sex. is this hot or not?

during a 16-hour flight back to my home country I was seated between an old lady and a respectable-looking young man. as the light dimmed to allow people to sleep, a particular scene on a family guy episode I was watching got 15-year-old me needing to let off. like a gentleman, I waited till both passengers beside me were asleep before I put a blanket on and got down to business. long story short, one of the weirdest wanks I've had, family has some great content, and never sit on the middle seat of a plane if you are horny.

I have dreamed of a girl to let intrusive thoughts win with, you know? maybe set an abandoned school on fire or somehow disrupt an ordered system. Not really an anarchist/satanist but someone who appreciates pain and suffering as fundamental elements for our happiness, and embraces their impulsive and free spirit nature to cause disorder. idk I might just be crazy but having someone to sit next to while watching the world burn sounds comforting.