I have never been in love with someone and either someone loves me. Also I have never been in a relationship, I want a girl that loves me for what I am

I have never had sex before and on my mind I always dream to do sex with a Woman of my age and also I dream sex with two or three girls at the same time and I really would like to do that, also I really like to do in public, or outdoor, or in the dressing room of a shop.