I'm 18, ashamed of my delight in other people's harm, but I can't help it

The hotel neighbors door is ajar It's 4am, I couldnt sleep well and had awoken a few minutes prior. We were just staying the night passing through. my wife and I. I decided to go get some ice since I was awake, I put on my robe and go get some ice, on my way back I hear soft moaning coming down the hallway, I smile and think nothing more of it. then i notice my neighbors door is ajar. I had seen her earlier in the bar, pretty, about 5'7" thick but not overly so. about 35...and milfy... God do I like em milfy... I see through the opening that there are 2 feet planted on the bed, kneed high, and a wand waving about. those moans getting louder, and a low buzzing mixing in the noises as well. I stay and watch a few moments, I cant help myself, my wife is sleeping feet from me... but this sirens call beckons. I slowly open the door enough for me to get in praying those hinges are freshly oiled, and they are. I silently shut the door behind me and walk to the foot of the bed, understanding this was all planned by this beautiful woman before me. she had caught a glimpse of me earlier in the bar and had recognized the number as close to hers on my key. I looked across her pale white belly, big beautiful mounds of breasts, her pretty face. thick thighs and fresh pussy before me. She looks back and gives me a "well it wont fuck itself" look. I take my cock out and press it to her lips, her mouth opens wide and inhales it, I can feel her warm moist breath on my cock, she swirls her tongue expertly over the head and shaft, my right hand has squeezed her tits and is now making its way to play with and pet her kitty. I find it warm wet and ready for my cock, I twiddle the clit a little first and move to the foot of the bed. kneeling so I can lick and eat her pretty pussy. swirling my tongue now up and down your slit, making circles around your clit. flicking it and then tongue punching your honey hole. I slip 2 fingers in palm up and rub your g-spot this makes you squirt a little as you orgasm for the first time with me tonight. I stand a wry smile across my face because you were pleasured by me. I did that. ...my erect cock at the ready all 7 inches ready to plunged into your depths. to know your soul. I slap it on your clit and rub it up and down your slit. like a hotdog in a bun. driving you even more wild. your hips bucking with wanton desire to take my manhood within you. I give in and press it low roll my hips back and sink just the tip of my bare cock into your sweet fertile pussy. you moan with expectant desire, as I push forward slowly, allowing you to acclimate to my length and girth. once fully buried in your snatch I pause feeling the ecstasy of being inside you, I begin moving my bare cock within you forward and back, slowly at first then picking up pace, your moans getting louder as I get faster, watching your titties bounce with every thrust I begin feeling your pussy grip my shaft tightly as you cum on my cock, your moans loud now I cant take it any longer as well, you feel my cockhead swell and begin throbbing as it pumps hot sperm into your fertile pussy. you feel it hit your cervix and coat your pussy walls. still pistoning within you shoving it deeper within you with every thrust. you dont even know my name, I dont know yours, as my hard on subsides and begins to soften, I look across you again, cock still fully engulfed in your snatch. lean down kiss your soft plush lips, pull free, pull up my track pants I sleep in, grab my ice bucket and leave. having just bred an anonymous gal. I check out in a few hours. and no one will ever know who the father of your child is.