I'm tired of trying to be the best partner I can be. I honestly want to burn the whole relationship down. The lack of respect and lack of orgasms has me craving someone new to explore

I was 25 when a 39 year old women bought me a drink so after a few drinks she took me to her place and cuffed me to the bed , then she gave me the best head of my life. Her secret : she used teeth on the tip and damn it made me go crazy