Sometimes i wish i had no life besides being someone's cum toy..

When I am horny I have to fornicate with a stuffed animal because I have had no social life or boyfriend for years, many have rejected me for having a child, sometimes I have thought about trying to be a lesbian, the last time I had sex the person said I had given her the best blowjob of her life, and even then she never looked for me again ... I feel like having a boyfriend... but sometimes I think I'd better keep to myself...

One time I had sex with my then boyfriend at my aunts house. A few weeks later my aunt found the old condom and asked me about it. I lied and said it belonged to my lesbian friend