( In Short ) MY LIFE I'm on the edge of my fucking life my I just want to live my life I don't know how much I have it cause I've been raped or forced to have sex by a marriage women lost all my will ,hope, dignity, virginity,soul at the same moment. I have lost all my bff because of the girl I love and she cheated on me and i still love her i just can't get over it and I'm just a failure who messed up everything, friends,family I am just burden..