I f.30 admit to be a bit out there and do not need to be in Love to have sex

I want someone who wants me not someone who wants a place holder until that get into their next relationship and not a egotistical narcissist who wants to use me I want the same love I give back I wish my friend gave me that but I just feel like a place holder in his like not anyone serious just someone to be in place of the female he is looking for we do everything that looks like a relationship and then he turns around and says to my face that we not together and we are friends and that’s it that’s all

I, f18 confess, I prefer the smaller dicks

I m tall boy and i fuck my bestfriend in a car