I 23m married a little over a year now and have come to realize that I no longer want to be in it and just suffer in silence because I dont want to hurt her however I seek out other women.

I'm tired of trying to be the best partner I can be. I honestly want to burn the whole relationship down. The lack of respect and lack of orgasms has me craving someone new to explore

One time I had sex with my then boyfriend at my aunts house. A few weeks later my aunt found the old condom and asked me about it. I lied and said it belonged to my lesbian friend

One day, i was so horny and my friend have introduced a girl so hot to me that i agreed with a scheme which i would send a nude of my dick to this friend and he would show that to his friend (the hot chick). That same day, this girl send me a "hellow" in WhatsApp and we started to talk a little. Two days after, we were going to a hotel to have a whole day of sex. The better was that she came a lot, me either and after this day she always calls me for a bis. Also, a week has past after our adventure together and 4 more random girls were interested in saying"hellow" in WhatsApp (or maybe just were interested in sex... But that's a story for another day).