I've never masturbated before, when I'm alone and horny I try to but won't be able to continue or touch down there, I feel disgusted even though I clean myself and shower all the time. And I feel horny a lot, like A LOT but I can't control that. And I'm still virgin

Tell me why I was with this one guy and he gonna tell me he doesn't eat pussy which is fine not everyone does but then he proceeds to try and get some head from me like no baby boy you don't eat I don't suck just how it works